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Name: Hayley
Location: Mankato, Minnesota, United States
Birthday: 3/4/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: I love to write. My favorite poem is "Woman" by Nikki Giovanni. I also love a good book. Um...other important things: friends, family, faith, music (of all kinds), movies, love, laughter, hugs, getting mail, and poems, among other things.
Expertise: laughing at dumb jokes, singing as loud as i can in my car, writing out every single emotion on paper, trying to find myself, following the rules, asking for advice, venting, making chips and cheese, and lots of other things that you'll have to ask me about. : )
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
AIM:  scoobygirl799
MSN: scoobygirl7799@hotmail.com
Member Since:
3/20/2005
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| alright kids...i've grown a bit tired of this xanga set up. i've moved to a different blogging site, and from now on if you'd like to continue reading my ramblings, you may find them here. thanks for listeing/caring/reading/sharing.
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| "Every woman has the exact love life she wants." Nick Mercer, The Wedding Date As horrible as it is to admit...I totally and completely agree with this statement. I realize its a line from a movie. And it was just to get things moving in the plot and make Nick Mercer look very smart...but at the same time, it makes sense to me. I have been single for a very long time. And although I would like to say it isn't my fault. And I would like to say that I just didn't meet anyone I liked. Or that it didn't work out when I did...in reality it is whole hearitly on my shoulders for not being head over heels with someone right now. I've had the opportunity to date people, but i've turned them down for one reason or another. Maybe subconciously i just wasn't ready. Maybe i just didn't like them. Whatever the case may be, I had the opportunity and I said no. And when it comes to me actually finding some I like...well that doesn't work out either. Because I can't open my mouth and tell them. So instead, the guys I like go off and girlfriends that are not me because I never bothered to pull them aside and just say simply that I'd like it if we tried a date. Or something. And i want to say that I'll do better. But i don't know that. At this point...i'm so annoyed with myself that i did not speak up about the most recent guy i liked/like that maybe it'll kick me into action. I know that having a boyfriend is not everything, but for crying out loud, the opportunity to date someone i really enjoy being around and care about has passed me by few too many times, and i intend to hopefully start doing something about it. Then maybe i can be someone girlfriend for once, instead of being replaced by some girl who was brave enough to say what she wanted. Lol. I'm in such a huff about this. I guess i've just been thinking too much lately. My right arm is sore from all the typing. And obivously I need to cut my fingernails because its getting hard to type. The new Relient K EP is excellent. Hope you all are having a fabulous fourth weekend. Say goodbye to my rants...for now. | | |
| i wonder why blogging is getting to be something i don't do very often. i used to post once a day. weird. i'm so tired. we started this thing in my syntax class today that i have no idea about. its horrible. oh well...i'll just try to figure it out tomorrow. work is pretty good. i'm running around like an idiot between my office and my other desk most days. i dont think i said this before, but i have two jobs at the bank now during the summer. one in training - like i always had, and another downstairs as the director of first impressions - i think you can figure out what that means. but it keeps things interesting. its hard being peppy downstairs all of the time. i literally gag from something i say about once and hour. this guy talked to me today about the bridge in Winona. it was shut down for about a week after being inspected and was evidently unsafe. so this man told me about how he would fix the bridge. and what was wrong with it. and then he moved onto other random topics. i was bored. i just nodded. smiled. said, "uhuh" when i needed to. lol. that sounds so mean. i'm very much cut out for a "back room" type of job, like the one i have in the training department. my mom's mom...grammie b as we call her...is having both her knees replaced the first week of july. i'm scared. but kind of okay about it. i mean, its either this, or she will be in a wheelchair, so i think its very brave of her to try. she's 85. so along with that whole situation comes a boatload of drama from my family. not my immediate family, i love my mom and dad, and even though my brother is practically mute, i know we can all handle it togehter. but my aunt and uncle are going to come down. that is going to set this whole thing another another dimension of complicated. i won't go into the details...but its just gr. sam 2 moved back here too. i enjoy having her around. and in this country. i can't wait for class to be done, so i feel like i can breathe a bit. only 7 more days left. this summer i'm hoping for new friends. preferably with boys as i don't know any in Winona. minus the ones i work with...and most of them are not boys they are over the age of 35 men. okay...my contacts hurt. and i have to go to sleep so i can get up early and go to class. one last thing, how can UPS lose a package? isn't their job to deliver packages? lol. okay. nite. | | |
| here are my days... - 7am wake up
- 7:40-9:35 Syntax class
- 9:45-4:15 or later work
- homework
- dinner
- relax...if i can shut my brain off
i guess when i look at it this way, it doesn't seem that bad. lol. but i'm kind of in uber stress mode right now. i know i shouldn't be. but i am. and its really hard to be motivated for a class in the summer. seriously. i'm trying though. we'll see. the apartment is great. my room is basically done/decorated minus curtains that i want to make so that not as much light comes through the window. and i have to reupholster the chairs to our table that came from my house. and fix up the table too. its looks cool. its vintage. it just had rust spots all over it. nothing a little elbow greese and spray paint won't fix. and i'm coming home this weekend. i haven't been back for 3 weeks. its strange. i have 2 grad parties and a wedding. i'll be busy, busy, busy. see you soon. | | |
| i'm rewatching gilmore girls today. lol. i know...lame. but at this point, there's nothing on tv, and i've already watched my netflix movies.
speaking of which, one was Shattered Glass. its about Stephen Glass the reporter from The New Republic magazine who fabricated many of his stories. it was actually pretty good. very interesting to watch. and on the special features they actually had an interview with the real Stephen Glass. idk. i think now that i've actually written news paper pieces (for class) it was more eye-opeing. i mean, thats a huge deal. and its so strange how he was able to get away with it. crazy. so if you're looking for a different movie, i'd say check it out.
i'm still at barb and tom's. they've been gone all week on in Newport, RI and CT. there was some kind of conference and then they went to see kelly, their daughter and her husband ben. they come back tonight around 7...which i'm looking forward to. being in their house alone was fun for awhile...but now i'm getting lonely. lol. and...a week from today i move into my apartment! i'm so incredibly excited. its going to be awesome.
random observation for anyone who watches gilmore girls...kirk says his name is nick in the pilot. they must have changed it shortly after. strange
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